Another night of insomnia. How long has it been since the last one? I'm feeling sleepy but something's keeping me awake and I have no idea what it is.
A lot of times I resent my, I hate to call it, destiny. My myopia, my height, my ignorance of so many things. They have been keeping me from grabbing my chances. Chances at owning my dreams; at having a potentially better life that would have been more colourful.
p.s. I didn't dare habour any hopes prior to this because I was only too aware of my own attributes. But why flirt the opportunity with me and then take it from me so cruelly? I am faced with an undecided future once again.
p.p.s. Was it my fault for not knowing what I have to know?
p.p.p.s. Please let me sleep................................
