sometimes when i don't feel like staying at home and just want to hang out, i can't seem to find anyone to go out with.
then, do i realise that i may not have known that many people after all.
there are people who may have something on the following day, or who may be preparing for their exams, i don't want to disturb them.
there are people who crossed my mind, but i don't dare to call them out.
there are people who may be willing to come out, but i will feel bad to make them sit in silence and feel the night breeze with me at this hour.
i feel trapped in my own comfort zone, a fortress which i built for myself.
on sunny days, i'm completely at ease. but when the dark clouds come, i have only myself to blame.
