Monday, July 28, 2008

我的角度

偶然间听到了一个有趣的故事。一个母亲和女儿一起照相,女儿本来就比母亲高,但是在看相片的时候,女儿问道:“为什么相片里,我看起来比母亲矮?”

原因就在于(拍摄)角度的问题。


我潜意识下否决了她确实参与过我人生的事实,我错了。 她不是没有进来过,只是现在 我们在不同的车站下车罢了。

知道欲流泪却不能放声痛哭是什么样的感受吗? 是最难受、最辛苦、需要最长时间平复的感受,甚至比能放声大哭还难受。 也正因如此 当初,不,即使是到了现在 也始终不轻易,甚至是不大愿意敞开这道门。

本来还在犹豫。本来还有些矛盾。 即使认为是我想不开把事情大件化也罢,我不会也不屑反驳。 我不会再等了。我本来就是个自私的人,我决定照会让我舒服的方式来解决最后的束缚。

不论是她先下的车还是我先下的车,我决定从此刻起视她为我生命中的另一位过客。 但是,在我放手的同时,还是得感谢她 参与了我的人生。

虽然遗憾,但经过了这次的“洗礼”,下次恐怕得用撬杠来把门撬开了吧? 哈哈。

Thursday, July 24, 2008

他也长大了···

Sudden realization hit upon me when I saw this picture for the first time:


See the moustache stubs? 他也长大了···

Anyway, eagerly awaiting 20th November!!! Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince!!! I've been disappointed since HP and The Prisoner of Azkaban, but I have no idea why I'm still anticipating the rest of the HP films... -.-

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

《启航》

6年前的那篇作文,看起来好陌生 但又确实是出自我手···

学生创作,本来就大多是半虚半实,偏偏我的创作在交上去的几年后 实则变虚、虚则变实···

今晚翻出来的这本《启航》,虽勾起了短暂甜蜜的回忆,伴随而来的却是苦涩的记忆···

Sunday, July 06, 2008

Randomly random

Suddenly, I just felt like adding on to my list of things about myself:

31. Don't talk to me if I do not want to speak to you, I may get nasty.

32. I never take the first step more than once, if my first step can only get that far, then so be it.

33. I love dark chocolate but not as far as to accept those 100% type.

34. I consider long and hard, but take decisions fast and snappy.

35. My temper comes fast, but takes forever to subside, however, sometimes I may be able to mask it in the presence of people I'm not close with.

36. I hate smokers, not because they look stupid with that white stick, but because my health suffers because of them, and I'm "seriously considering" suing the neighbour living one floor below.

37. If I can only take one item with me to an isolated island, it has to be my laptop and I'll make sure my external HDD is connected to the laptop so that it won't count as a separate item.

38. I chose not to accept those supernatural believes, but I'm still wary and cautious whenever the 7th month arrives or whenever I'm out alone in the dead of the night.

39. I've been to churches and am still in the process of reading the bible, I offer joss sticks and have been eating prayer offerings. I'm agnostic.

40. I believe talkers are born, speakers are trained.

41. Hates it when people claim / assume they know me well, because even I don't know myself well.

42. If given the chance to choose from one of Doraemon's gadgets, I will choose 任意门. Saves travelling time and fees, and of course, just disappear as and when I like.

43. (to be continued...)

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Suddenly, I felt like posting some outdated Picty Pics:

Outside school building


Classroom


Liquid Kitchen






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And, finally (and suddenly)... I felt like announcing......

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Updates for Yi San is finally completed!!! 10 months of filming, 9 months of broadcasting and my relentless "chasing", and 3 months of updating my own little space for Yi San...




pssst... I'm doing "revision" now..... sshhhsss.....